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May 23, 2016
To those who may be reading this:
In this piece, I shall tell you how mad I truly am. Though I would never act on them, I often play out how I would kill certain people in my head. Most of them are quick, but for those anger me, I imagine just dissecting them. The fucked up part about it is that I know exactly how to do it too. Just like how forensic pathologists can. However, I would keep them alive through the whole process.
Please understand that I would never act upon such torturous acts, but, there days where I feel like I would lose control and just kill in the most horrible fashion. Yes, I am one very disturbed young woman. But I love things that dwell in the shadows. From a young age, I was taught to never fear what hides in the dark. I was taught that you learn to respect the creatures that dwell in the dark, they will leave you alone. But for me, I learn how to find those creatures and how to become their friend. I can dance with the ghosts of day long since forgotten, and call upon magic older than Mother Earth herself. Yes, I am insane. But I don’t suffer from my insanity, I embrace it fully.
It is with this truth that keeps me from going on a murderous rampage. It’s the clarity I need to prevent me from slitting my wrists and just bleed out, waiting for Death to take me beyond this mortal gate. I am truly disturbed. But that is what makes me the writer that I am today. That is how I am able to write about the nightmares that for me are the dreams I dream every single night. “Normal” people fear the reaper. I accept the reaper. I do not fear the dark because I know what lives there. And that to me is the most beautiful thing in this realm.
To those who may be reading this:
In this piece, I shall tell you how mad I truly am. Though I would never act on them, I often play out how I would kill certain people in my head. Most of them are quick, but for those anger me, I imagine just dissecting them. The fucked up part about it is that I know exactly how to do it too. Just like how forensic pathologists can. However, I would keep them alive through the whole process.
Please understand that I would never act upon such torturous acts, but, there days where I feel like I would lose control and just kill in the most horrible fashion. Yes, I am one very disturbed young woman. But I love things that dwell in the shadows. From a young age, I was taught to never fear what hides in the dark. I was taught that you learn to respect the creatures that dwell in the dark, they will leave you alone. But for me, I learn how to find those creatures and how to become their friend. I can dance with the ghosts of day long since forgotten, and call upon magic older than Mother Earth herself. Yes, I am insane. But I don’t suffer from my insanity, I embrace it fully.
It is with this truth that keeps me from going on a murderous rampage. It’s the clarity I need to prevent me from slitting my wrists and just bleed out, waiting for Death to take me beyond this mortal gate. I am truly disturbed. But that is what makes me the writer that I am today. That is how I am able to write about the nightmares that for me are the dreams I dream every single night. “Normal” people fear the reaper. I accept the reaper. I do not fear the dark because I know what lives there. And that to me is the most beautiful thing in this realm.
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Literature
Don't Mind
Take a walk.
Listen while these footsteps
Echo off the cavern walls;
And bounce back at you.
Do you remember where you've been?
Forgetting the paths you've walked;
Letting go of loose strings,
Watch as you unravel.
You're nothing.
Old, ragged and used up,
Falling apart;
What use is there for you?
You don't just watch something break...
---You try to fix it---
--Don't just throw it away..-
[Time repeats itself.
They say lessons are learned,
But are only witnessed, experienced;
With a new perception,
Maybe they'd be understood.]
Literature
Mind mine
For god’s sake, don’t say what you’re thinking.
49ers panning for gold a few decades too late
A few centuries, a few failures, a few serpents
In the garden: cart up your nuggets of wisdom
And the surveyor scoffs at a barrow of mud.
And maybe it’s good exercise but the mystics
Call it what it is: smut and unrighteousness
On my mind all day long.
Virtue is named in the negative.
Neti, neti. Not this.
Not me, not us, not this life in the dust.
Definition through evasion:
Run the numbers and call it hope.
After all, more dirt in my bucket
Means more gold to strike tomorrow.
Speculate. Dance around it,
Cover the ark of
Literature
Echos Through
The empty halls echos with the laughter of ghost past. As
the rain hits the roof and thunder bangs like a drum. The
heart beats louder and breaks easily. With every jump
you make a piece fall. The pictures fell off the wall and
shattered glass went everywhere. Oh how it glisten in the
light like glittered. So shiny. The biggest piece catches the
eye and stabs through the pupil. The tears run black and
bruise the skin...
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I'm sad that it's taken me this long to read this.. It's intriquing and exciting to read..!