LadyxLoki1994

So, this is the first journal entry I've made in like months! But as an update to you guys I have been very busy with school. I transferred schools this year and decided going for my Microsoft Office Specialist certification and my Administrative Office Specialist! Since then, I have been inducted in to the Florida Business Leaders of America Phi Beta Lambda group, along with holding the position as a historian/reporter for the group!

Because of my excellent grades, perfect attendance, and my extracurricular activities, I will be inducted in to the National Technical Honor Society! It's a big honor from the college and I also qualify for a $225,000 scholarship to any university I want! Which means, if I am so inclined, I can go to the university of my choice and finish my education and at least get my degree in law office work!

So, yeah that's my life, and I am loving along with having the best girlfriend in the world!!!

yep so I got a new laptop yesterday after I got my paycheck from work.

yes I am a working girl!

Anyways, I love this new laptop! it's got Intel atom on t with windows 8.1 with Bing! it's got 32GB of solid state storage and 2G of RAM. The good thing about this laptop is that I can give it more space for storage! And it's small and light unlike a lot of the others I've seen! But yeah, that is my life so far lol.

Hi guys! just wanted to give an update on me and my life. Tomorrow I have a job interview with Wal-Mart and I'm hoping it'll go well. If i can get this job, then that means I can start helping around the house and i can be useful. I can start pulling my own weight I'm very happy about that. Also! I've been a whole year without cutting! I can't believe how great I feel! Things are finally starting to look up for me and my family! I am in college now and I am taking mental development classes. I want to get in to education with kids so that'll be nice! 

When I start making money again, I want to get you something special for our one year anniversary <3 it'll mean the world to me! i love you so much! 

Hi my lovely deviants. I know it's been a while, but I've been busy with lots of stuff in the real world! Ugh! Im so tired of people's shit and drama! 

Anyway, my birthday is coming up pretty soon and yes I have made a new chatroom for those who love Loki and want to do anything that is Roleplay! I'll try to be on as much as I can for you all! When i can i'll be putting up some rules that all divents must follow! I'll see you soon!

Well, not long ago I started cutting. I started when I was 13 and I was in middle school at that time and for me it became a form coping with the pain. I never went to deep, and at the time it was easy to hide. But as I continued, the pain only got worse and it came to a point where I didn't even want stop. Finally, I ended up a mental hospital. Since then I've tried numerous times to quit but I always fell back. I really felt thought I couldn't stop. Until one night..

  I fell head over heels in love with the most beautiful woman in the world! Since that day, I hap promised myself that I would stop cutting. And today I am proud to say I am 5 months clean and have been cleared off of my anti depressants! I have never felt this good in so long!